Crazy Love
- Where's Hae Ram? - She's in the tent.
Yoon Mi So, this is my last gift to you.
Let this be the last memory you have of your child.
- No. No... Hae Ram! - Honey!
Hae Ram!
- Hae Ram is gone. - Die. I'd rather you just die!
Let me go. Let go of me!
I was worried about you. Are you okay?
I can't handle it.
- It's so hard, I feel like I could die. - I set the date for the service.
Soon as Hae Ram's service is over, I'll start your divorce proceedings.
- Divorce? - Who says you can do this?
My Hae Ram isn't dead. Who says you can hold a service for her?
Please don't do this. Honey, don't do this!
Let go of me. I said, let go of me!
Hae Ram. Hae Ram!
- I'm getting rid of Hae Ram's things. - Don't do it.
- Don't throw out her things! - Get out!
- Mother. - Just die so you could be together!
Mi So! Mi So!
When you've found me so easily, why is it that I can't find my Hae Ram?
[Crazy Love]
Are you okay? Are you hurt anywhere?
Let go. Let go of me.
- Leave me alone. - Where are you going?
Let go of me. Leave me alone to die!
Please come back to your senses.
I don't understand it.
I don't know how they can so easily send Hae Ram off like that.
How they could throw out Hae Ram's things as if they were garbage...
I just can't understand it.
When I... still can't believe that Hae Ram is not right by my side...
I feel like she's going to call my name and run to me whenever I come home.
When I still feel like she could call me and throw a fit about coming home late.
I don't know how mother and Min Jae can so easily say goodbye to Hae Ram.
Mi So...
When I saw Hae Ram's clothes burning in the urn at her service...
I thought I was going to die from the fright of seeing that sight.
When I still can't believe any of this is happening...
they keep telling me say goodbye to Hae Ram and send her off.
Hae Ram is my daughter. My daughter whom I gave birth to.
I don't know why they keep telling me to let my Hae Ram go.
If it's that difficult... then don't let go of Hae Ram.
When you're able to say goodbye... you can send her off then.
I'm sure that's what Hae Ram wants too.
The person you're trying to reach can't come to the phone, please leave a message.
Just what in the world is going on?
Why aren't you answering your phone? Why? Why aren't you answering!
Hae Ryung!
Where are you going off to this late at night?
I think I need to go see Kyung Soo.
Mom, I know where Kyung Soo is.
I need to go see for myself why he went there.
Hae Ryung, you haven't...
You haven't put a tracker on Kyung Soo's phone again, have you?
Hae Ryung, what's wrong with you?
I already told you that you have to trust Kyung Soo.
He hasn't answered any of my calls for the past two hours.
And you still expect me to trust him?
How can I trust him when he's doing untrustworthy things?
But how can you go and put a tracker on him again?
Kyung Soo having had to quit the prosecutor's office...
it was because you were caught tracking his whereabouts!
Have you forgotten what happened?
If it wasn't for that...
Kyung Soo would've been promoted to Chief Prosecutor by now.
I know.
Kyung Soo got frighteningly angry then.
But...
What am I supposed to do when I feel like I'm going to go crazy?
I really feel like I'm going to go crazy!
Hae Ryung... Hae Ryung.
Your dad is home.
Oh my...
There's my Hae Ryung.
My daughter, whom I love the most in this world.
Why did you have so much to drink?
Ah... I had a drink because I was in such a good mood today.
You know President Go that I grew up with, don't you?
I met up with him and we talked about our childhood back in our hometown.
He's my dear friend!
But... what's wrong with Hae Ryung?
- Did something happen? - No, nothing's going on.
If you're drunk, why don't you go in and lay down?
- Let's go in and... - No, let go of me.
This doesn't look like nothing's happened.
Kyung Soo's gone and upset my Hae Ryung again, hasn't he?
He's still not home yet? Why this awful bastard!
Oh my goodness, what are you doing? You're drunk, so just go in and lay down!
You just hold still.
Hae Ryung... do you want me to teach Kyung Soo a stiff lesson?
Should I make him run a hundred laps or make him do a thousand squats.
Hey, hey! Hae Ryung!
Hey!
Kyung Soo, that scoundrel.
I even got him a nice gift for him to take
her out for a nice dinner at the restaurant.
I'm still left out in the doghouse no matter what I do for them.
Let's just go in. Come on, let's just go inside.
Just what in the world happened? Why is she like that again?
Stop being so accepting of Hae Ryung's bad behaviors.
There are a lot of things Hae Ryung does wrong towards Kyung Soo.
You think Hae Ryung is like that for no reason?
She's being like that because Kyung Soo upsets her.
This is what I'm saying.
You let her do anything she wants just because she's your daughter
and that's why Hae Ryung keeps doing all those weird things.
Weird things?
What? What weird things is Hae Ryung doing?
She's put a tracker on Kyung Soo's cell phone again.
A tracker?
Instead of scolding and blaming Kyung Soo for everything
you have to be more stern with Hae Ryung too.
That really is best for Hae Ryung's own sake.
That totally sobered me up. Why is Hae Ryung doing that?
She hadn't been doing any of that for a while now.
I think she's been doing that behind our backs.
If Kyung Soo finds out about that, he's going to throw a fit.
Is Kyung Soo by any chance going around doing shady things?
Honey!
Don't ever say anything like that in front of Hae Ryung, okay?
Okay. I just said that out of frustration.
You can't say things like that just because you're frustrated.
You know how Hae Ryung can flip out over a simple joke.
It seems as though her condition has become serious.
Do you think we should go ask Doctor Kim to switch her medication?
I'll mention it to him.
Anyways, you should say a stern word to Hae Ryung.
- Do you understand? - Okay.
Okay.
But... whenever I see Hae Ryung like that
every ounce of energy I have in my body gets drained out of me
and I feel like a tickle in my throat and I can't seem to say anything to her.
The thing that frightens me the most in this world...
is none other than Hae Ryung.
She's got you so wrapped around her finger.
You need to do something about your behavior towards her first.
Okay. I got it.
Which brings me to say...
Honey... how about a kiss? Give me a kiss!
- Kiss. - My goodness. What's wrong with you?
You think this is the time to be doing any of this?
Ugh, just get away from me.
- Come on... give me just one kiss. - What is the matter with you?
What have you been out drinking? Get away, you stink!
- Oh my... Honey, are you okay? - Ugh, you're killing me!
Mi So...
you can't be weak right now.
I know it's difficult, but please...
Please beat this and go back to the smiling self you used to be.
Until then... I'll remain by your side.
Take it easy. I think you're working too hard.
I need to get this done by the end of the day.
I think a couple more hours of work should wrap this up.
Your shoulders are really knotted up.
Why are you working like a madman all of a sudden?
Do you know how many files you've looked through already today?
That's enough. Stop that.
Why don't you take a break and eat some of this?
I purposely brought back some sweets for you.
Nothing beats sweets when you're fatigued.
Wow!
Dad, do you know why a brownie is called a brownie?
I'm not sure. I don't think I know that answer.
- Why is it called a brownie? - It's because they're brown in color.
The color of a brownie in English is brown.
My Hae Ram is so smart! How did you know that?
Mommy read it to me in a book.
How about one for me?
What is it?
It's nothing.
It's because you're reminded of Hae Ram, isn't it?
Hae Ram used to love brownies.
We used to make it together a lot.
If it gets hard, don't hold back. Just cry and let it out.
There's no need for you to act strong.
Don't hold it in, and just let it all out.
You're missing Hae Ram like crazy right now, aren't you?
You miss Hae Ram, and want to hold her in your arms.
That's what your feeling right now, isn't it?
Yes.
I can see how hard you're trying to keep yourself together.
I can see how you're trying not to just crumble and fall apart.
It's so hard.
I feel like I'm going to lose my mind.
I know. You can lean on me, Min Jae.
All the hardships you can't let show as a son and as a husband...
you can let go of all that and cry in front of me.
I'll be back early tomorrow morning, so just turn on the rice cooker.
You don't have to come.
Why do you keep coming back when I've already told you that we can feed ourselves?
Even if I don't want to come back
I can't help but worry about you and Chan Ki constantly when I get home.
Neither one of you are looking so good since we had to say goodbye to Hae Ram.
It's because whenever I think about Hae Ram, I can't bring myself to eat.
But you still need to eat. The living need to go on living.
But I wonder how Mi So is doing.
This is my dad's house.
I'm going to stay here tonight and go back home tomorrow.
I'm sorry about earlier. For letting you see that side of me.
I'm sure I put you through quite a scare.
Don't ever think about doing something like that again.
How upset do you think Hae Ram would be if she knew what her mom did?
You're a strong person.
Promise me that you'll never do that again.
Yes.
I promise.
Even Hae Ram's grandmother and your husband...
I'm sure it wasn't easy for them to goodbye to her either.
I'm sure it was tough for them too.
I know.
I'm sure they're suffering and hurting as much as I am.
Even though I find them despicable, and hateful for what they did...
I'm going to try to be understanding.
I'm sure mother found it difficult...
so she must've thought getting rid of Hae Ram's things would help forget her.
I'm sure that's why she did it.
You should go inside.
I want to see you go in before I leave.
For coming today like you did...
and having stayed with me...
I really appreciate it.
Goodnight.
Mi So!
What are you doing here in the middle of the night?
I just missed you and Chan Ki so much all of a sudden.
Why does your face look like that?
Are you not feeling well?
No, it's nothing. I'm fine.
Who have you been out with?
Were you out with that woman again?
I'm tired. Let's give it a rest.
You're tired?
What have you been doing to make you feel so tired?
I'm going to go take a shower.
Answer me.
Who were you out with?
What were you doing in Pangyu?
Did you...
track down my cellphone again?
Why? Does it upset you?
Then you should start behaving better so that I can trust you.
If you had, I wouldn't have done that.
Explain yourself instead of just trying to skim over this.
It drives me crazy when you stay silent like this!
I...
told you never to do that again.
I'm sorry.
But...
don't you know that I lose my mind when I can't get a hold of you?
When did you start doing it?
When did you start doing it again?
You really are...
I'm going to go stay at the office for a while.
That's not going to do anything.
Starting tomorrow, I'm going to check on you every hour.
I'm going to be checking where you are at every moment!
Why do you think she came here all of a sudden after saying she wasn't?
She looked like she was having a really tough time.
You don't think anything happened to her, do you?
You heard her say she came because she missed us.
Dad... if that's what she says, then let's just take her word for it.
If we let anything show when Mi So's struggling enough as she is already...
it may make things even harder for her.
You're right. Let's do that.
We can only guess what she's feeling having to say goodbye to her own child.
What?
Are you crazy?
Are you hurt anywhere?
No, I'm fine. I'm not hurt anywhere.
You're killing me!
You make my heart drop to the floor at least a dozen times a day.
Just try pulling another stunt like that again.
So... are you feeling better now?
Yeah.
Jong Hee...
I'm sorry.
I'm not going to do that ever again.
After I came back to my senses...
the first thought that came into my mind was Hae Ram.
I just thought of how upset Hae Ram would be knowing what her mom was doing.
I want to show Hae Ram how strong her mom is being.
But I was being a fool to think about killing myself.
I'm being a bad mom to Hae Ram, aren't I?
You just need to make sure you never think of doing that again.
You think Hae Ram is the only one who'd be upset if something happened to you?
Mr. Yoon, Chan Ki, Min Jae and myself...
We'd all be very upset.
Do you know how precious you are to us?
No matter how tough things may be, you have to think about us and beat this.
If you crumble, then we all crumble.
Even if it's just for Mr. Yoon and Chan Ki, you have to become strong.
Do you understand?
Don't think about anything else, and sleep.
Get a good night of sleep, and wake up stronger tomorrow, okay?
Okay.
If it's that difficult, don't let Hae Ram go.
When you're ready to let her go... you can say your goodbye to her then.
I'm sure that's what Hae Ram would want.
Mi So, even if you don't have an appetite, make sure to eat.
That's the only way to regain your strength.
That's right. Even birds would eat better than that.
Here. Eat even if you have to force yourself.
I have to get to the factory, but I'll come back around lunch time.
Tell me if you're craving anything.
What do you want me to get you? Something spicy? Sweet?
That's okay. I should go home after breakfast.
What? Back home?
Already?
Why? Why are you going back already?
I have a lot of things to get done at home.
Plus, look after Min Jae and mother too.
Do you think those people would starve to death without you?
They're not little kids whom you have to prepare every meal for.
I'm sure they have plenty of help with all the money that they have.
Don't do that, and just stay here for a few days since you're here already.
Look at how they haven't even called once
to see if you're okay when you didn't go home yesterday.
That's right, Mi So.
I'll... make you ddukbokki that you love so much.
Stay here for a few days and get some rest since you're already here.
Next time.
Chan Ki...
I'm okay.
Dad... don't worry so much.
I'm your daughter.
I can get through this.
Yeah, I know that.
But don't push yourself too hard.
Some things may get better with time
but there are other things that you can't do anything about.
The living needs to go on living.
So accept the things you need to accept.
You know what I'm saying, don't you?
Yes.
No matter what anyone says, you're my precious daughter.
When you walked in last night with that dead looking expression on your face
I thought my heart was going to drop to the floor.
I was so scared that something was going to happen to you.
I thought a pretty zombie walked in when you walked in here last night.
If anything happens to you...
Chan Ki and I wouldn't be able to survive it.
You know that, right?
That's true, Mi So.
If anything happens to you, I'm going to lose my mind.
Auditions or whatnot, I'm just going to quit everything.
Is that the only way you can say that?
Anyways Mi So... you remember what Mr. Yoon and Chan Ki said, okay?
What's that sound?
Is she back again?
You really are persistent.
You crawl back in here after all I've done to kick you out?
You're really going to drive me out of my mind.
Even the most persistent person out there would have nothing on you.
- Where's Min Jae? - He went to work early this morning.
He left without eating his breakfast because he didn't run into you.
Do you think he'd want to see you when he's tormented by thoughts of Hae Ram
every time he sees you?
- What about your breakfast? - Do you think I care about eating right now?
What are you going to do?
When no one can stand seeing you, you're going to insist on staying here?
Everyone can feel more at peace if you'd just decide to leave
so why do you keep insisting on being stubborn?
If you haven't had anything to eat, I'll go make you a fruit juice.
Have some before you leave.
What?
Fruit?
That little...
I don't know if she's stubborn or dumb.
Fine. Let's see who wins.
What is this?
Attorney Yoon will be here this afternoon.
Attorney Yoon will take care of the divorce proceedings.
So all you need to do is complete the paperwork.
Mom!
There's no reason to drag this out.
It's not like you two have any feelings, kids or love left between you.
If there's nothing to tie a married couple together, that makes you strangers.
Even after 20 years together with kids, many people still decide to divorce.
Can you please stop mentioning the divorce?
It's because I'm afraid you're going to lose your mind.
You think this is going to get better with time?
You're just lying to yourself.
If anything, things are going to get worse, not better!
She and I are both trying!
You think this is something that can get better by just trying?
We've lost our precious Hae Ram, and because of her own mother at that.
You think it is love or death between you? You think you're Romeo and Juliet?
What's so special about your relationship that you to want to stick it out?
Mom, this is our problem. It's not something for you to get involved in!
Be honest with me.
You leaving for work so early, and getting home so late...
That's because you don't want to be home, isn't it?
You're doing that because seeing her reminds you of Hae Ram.
That's why you're doing it, right?
Why?
Does the thought of getting a divorce make you pity her?
Ugh, you sentimental fool! You're in no situation to think of others!
You have to think of yourself first. You're close to coming to ruin.
To be perfectly blunt, when you lost your mind over Han Na Young
you think you would've stayed married without getting divorced if not for Hae Ram?
Huh? Am I wrong? If I am, then tell me I'm wrong.
The fact that you fell for another woman means your heart has already left Mi So.
- Do you know that? - Why are you bringing up the past?
Anyways... Mi So and I need some time.
Mi So and myself are trying really hard right now.
Please just leave us alone!
How can I just leave you alone when I see how much my own son is suffering?
Stop with your excuses and take care of the papers before the attorney arrives.
Ugh! That frustrating fool!
Just who in the world does he take after?
Just wait a little bit longer, Lee Min Jae.
Because I'm going to make you come back to me.
Don't ever think about doing that again.
How upset would Hae Ram be if she knew what her mom did?
No matter what anyone says, you're my precious daughter.
No matter how difficult things are, just think of us and get through this.
It's because I'm afraid of you losing your mind.
Do you think this is going to get better with time?
You're just lying to yourself.
If anything, things are just going to get worse, not better!
You think this is going to get better just because you're trying?
We've lost our precious Hae Ram, and because of her own mother at that.
[Mi So]
What is it?
Tomorrow?
Why? Is there something going on?
I want to go back to the river where Hae Ram was last seen.
- So I was wondering if you were free. - Why do you want to go back there?
What are you going to do there? You're going to look for Hae Ram again?
I just... want to go.
That's the last place Hae Ram was seen.
I want to go back there one more time.
It'll be my last time.
I want you to come with me if you have the time tomorrow.
I'm busy, so I can't.
I have a meeting tomorrow afternoon.
Really?
Can you make the meeting for the morning or push it back?
Can't you just go by yourself?
You have your own car, so what's the problem?
I don't want to go.
If you want to go, then go by yourself.
To be perfectly blunt, when you lost your mind over Han Na Young
you think you would've stayed instead of getting a divorce it not for Hae Ram?
Am I wrong? If I'm wrong, then tell me I'm wrong.
The fact you fell for another woman means your heart has already left Mi So.
You know that?
I feel like my heart if being ripped out of my chest.
The only person I can share this agony with is my Mi So.
But... but what do I do?
I'm starting to...
hate Mi So.
Looking Mi So in the eye...
I'm starting to hate it.
You're backed up against a wall, Yoon Mi So.
That's the extent of Lee Min Jae's love.
I think all we need now... is a straw to break the camel's back.
What is this about?
I just stopped by on my way to get something at the research lab nearby.
I figured you'd be home alone.
I came because I was worried about you. I wanted to see how you were doing.
Your face is looking even worse than the last time I've seen you.
Maybe you should go get checked out at the hospital.
I can take care of myself.
I can't stay long. I was actually on my way out.
Really?
Where are you going?
Seeing how you're dressed... it looks like you're going to see Hae Ram.
Are you going up to the mountain where her service was held?
Or... are you going to the river where Hae Ram was last seen?
Do I have to tell you all that?
I appreciate you trying to console me, but I have to go, so I need you to leave.
Okay. I have to get back to the office anyways.
This is bone soup.
I brought some because I thought it would
be good when you don't have any appetite.
I'll go put it in the fridge and leave.
Yes, Attorney Seo.
Is something wrong?
I'm calling to see how you're doing.
What are you doing right now?
You're going where?
Your family is going with you, right?
No, I'm going by myself.
If it's okay with you, can I come with you?
I'll drive you there.
No, it's okay. You don't need to. I can just go by myself.
Let's go together.
It's because I'm worried about you. Let me come with you.
I'll head over there right now.
Okay, I'll head out now.
Have a nice visit to Hae Ram.
Get in.
I'm sure you're very busy. I told you, I can go by myself.
If I was busy, I wouldn't have come. Stop worrying and just get in.
Yes.
I've got the material from the research lab.
You can leave it there and leave.
I... just stopped by your house on my way back here.
My house?
- Why? - I was worried about Mi So.
She didn't look so good.
But... I think Mi So was heading to go visit Hae Ram.
Don't you think that you should be going with her?
Why don't you go right now?
I'll take care of the work here.
Is your work schedule that empty?
This project is very important to me.
I don't want to entrust you with the work I should be doing myself.
Okay then.
I mentioned it because I thought you should be doing that as her husband.
I'd appreciate it if you'd stop concerning yourself with my marriage.
Min Jae... how much do you trust Mi So?
You said this before, didn't you?
That Yoon Mi So was the one and only person in this world
whom you can share your agony with.
But...
do you think Mi So feels the same way?
While you're sitting here at your office...
I wonder who she's sharing her agony with by the river right now?
What are you saying right now?
Hae Ram...
My dearly beloved daughter, Hae Ram.
You know how much I love you, don't you?
I... really hope that I get to be your mom again in my next life.
And when that happens... I'm never going to part with you again.
No matter what happens...
I'm never going to let go of your hand.
I'm sorry.
I love you, my daughter.